<----- Hanging out with Older ( Like you haven't heard that one before, eh hun? So incognito.) She and my other two best friends, Doiny and Allehandra are planning a variety show to raise money for the organization Enfant-Retour Quebec. Yet another distraction- thank God. We had our first real meeting today, it's nice to be helping "the cause" and feel as though I'm accomplishing something productive and worthwhile. Since the Vlad-Ty situation, I've been feeling more or less worthless, so this is a nice change. Today, though just as tough as the passed few, differed slightly; I still hurt with every fiber of my being, but I was able to put a smile on my face- a mask, a charade. It might not heal my thoughts, but it seems to be assuring my family, who was tremendously concerned. And I don't know where I would be without my friends. I love each and every one of you- thank you for being mes p'tite cheries <3

That's all for tonight,

Me.