It has been...god, how long.... too long. I was in a spiraling downfall of regret, shame, and unhappiness. The months after this past summer were, without a doubt or second thought, the hardest of my life. But this post isn't about the past. This post isn't about tears. And this post sure as hell isn't about the ass hole who caused me so much pain.
This post is about new beginnings, this post is about the future, and this post is about finally.... finally being happy. My life couldn't be better, and it's all thanks to finding myself and realizing that hey, I live only once. Yes, I still have family feuds, and yes I still have friend troubles, but when it comes down to it, I'm a good person, and I need only surround myself with people who I love and trust.
More details later,
Me.
<----- Monica. Performed in a play tonight, was hectic, was crazy, was amazing :) Two characters neglected to show up for the second showing so it was ad-libbed for a great part of the scenes, but we pulled it together! I got to be a pretentious bitch, a timid young lass, and a sassy gal all on two hours! 
<---- The magic bullet!!!!! My first infomercial product. Can't wait to test it out- I'm going to make smoothies, and guacamole, and salsa Oh my! The characters which are apart of the televised info-segment are priceless. You have the botox lady, the lady with the cig dangling from her jaw, the workout buff, the health guru.... and the list goes on and on. Finally having this product in my kitchen is.....*sigh* wonderful. I'd like to thank the academy, God, and Miley Cyrus, I couldn't have achieved any of this without you.
Thank you for an amazing Valentines day. The Flowers of my favorite color, teddy bear, and lovely Belgium chocolates.... all the way from halfway across the word- very romantic. The 7 hour date flew by in what felt like 1 and my face hurs from smiling so much.
